Johnmichael's Poetry

Readings

The following readings are from my book "Sonatina":

 

CANTATA FOR BUS AND CELL PHONE

Ten a.m., Haifa Bay bus station
green buses lined up like panting athletes
at the starting line, dirt, diesel fumes
and oil slicks greet passengers sipping coffee
smoking, talking into cell phones
soldiers lean on railings, rifles
and submachine guns slung carelessly
between their legs

Everyone here has cell phones, each with
its own musical overture, the air is so thick
with conversation, you could slice it
with a metronome into scintillating fragments.

‘Where are you, you said you would be here at nine?’
‘She said to me, I said to her, she said to me, the bitch!’
‘Did you give the children to eat?  And don’t forget your keys again’.

and soldiers’ slang repeated everywhere
in acronymic anagrams of military shorthand
that only parents of conscripted children
can attempt to decipher

Here we all commingle, zealots and hobos,
gum-chewing youths with pierced tongues and nostrils,
mothers with bottle-fed babies, all rubbing shoulders
in the rush to go home, back to the base, visit friends
in hospitals; three dozen and more assorted life stories
thrown together for two brief hours into a green, caged
tiger on wheels

The morning paper tells the news that might have been:
a terrorist was captured on his way to explode his body bomb
at the central bus station in Tel-Aviv

 

 

DAZZLING SILENCE

bless the deaf
who need to hear
        the echo of a world

through others’ signs
remembering reverberations
        of snapped consonants

substituting thumbs and fingers
for eardrums, vibration
        for the ring of mobile phones

for them the foaming mists
of waterfalls abandon roars
        to flying birds

and herds of elephants
rush by on silent
        dust cloud feet

bless the deaf remembering
somewhere inside
        how each instrument describes

itself upon the page
until turned around to see
        the audience explode

into a sea of
gloves and faces
        waving programs

but most of all
bless those born
        innocent of sound

what poetry of eyes
and fingertips, they write
        in seagull throats

what unborn melodies
they taste
        between the stars

ears for them
are soundless planets
        revolving around a brilliant sun

 

 

 INTIMACY WITH STRANGERS

It’s best to do this with your eyes closed,
imagine they are opening into other familiarities
or look away, look up, look anywhere

Or lose yourself altogether
wander along paths next to willow banked streams
watch how the willow fronds touch the water
kissing my hand like a trout’s wet nose

It’s best to go to ball games dressed like an Inuit
keep the cold on the outside of the bear skin
watch the striker warming up for the home run
muscles bulging under his red and white insignia
share a hot dog with an old friend

Come watch a movie with me
you dressed in your pink dressing gown, I in my blue one
then you’ll go and take a shower
we’ll turn up the electric radiator
arrange the pillows just so

Smelling of mint toothpaste and Old Spice
we’ll hold hands, imagine old intimacies,
walk by rivers, watch the willow fronds kiss the water
go to a ball game, unwrap a hot dog together

Sitting in the back row
we’ll allow our hands to slide into each other,
eye’s open in the dark, barely breathing
imagining we’re strangers for the very first time

 

 

MOMENT OF BEAUTY

From high above the planet
The piccolo of solar wind
Blows through the shimmering
Sheaves of thin-air, warming
Past nimbus, down to
Dark rain clouds
Their full udders far below
Heavy in the warming.

Weaned of protection the ice weakens
At the joints, drops of water
Tremble into hairlines, brow drenched
With sweat the glacier finally
Gives way, tumble-slides into foam
Of waves and flashing gulls.

The roar subsides and then another
From beyond the curve.
Without a complaint the giant settles
Lumbering into floes, gulls screech
Splinters of sunlight
Scratch into the ice.

Up beyond the coastal villages
Noah herds his zoo towards the clouds;
Make haste, make haste, the shoreline rises
Time is short.

High in their slender castles
In their counting houses the war kings
Wait, deliberating, calculating,
Trade balances, stock markets, interest rates
And budgets stacked high to shut out
The splintering light. Thick windows
Double glazed deafen the piccolo notes,
The giants’ roars.

 

 

MULTIMEDIA UNDERSCORE ONE

The orchestra tunes up
cellos scrape, marimbas writhe
oil-drum cauldrons clang out
like a Jamaican fruit stall
fonts wriggle themselves into shape
quickly go on diet to fit neatly
underneath rows of dancing notes

It’s experimental music
pitched off-key and zany
yet reminiscent of Vivaldi
flavored with mustard
from an Andy Warhol hot dog
it flashes in the night
lightning before drum roll thunder
while blue neon holograms
shiver over perspiring rhythms
and five inverted versions
of mystery flats and sharps
counterpoint each other in cool intervals

Then comes a sudden hush
a breath held in anticipation
as a single wind chime sounds
again and again, like a bird on a steeple
like cold rainwater trembling from brown eaves
dripping like hot chocolate sauce
on to an ice cream ball of pristine snow
freezing instantly into flaky nuggets of sound
and all melts in the wonder of it… melts,
and hushes back into a silent white world

 

 

OBOE D'AMORE

There’s a melody plaintive and true
an oboe air that winds
between the young woman and Cimarosa
now that she is undressed and alone
Touch me! it cries and I stretch out
but she is not there and I touch another
standing at the window looking out
as she hears the melody played on
the wings of a blackbird
pecking at a plum

The plum falls to the ground
the melody flows into the earth
touches the thoughts of a young man
boarding a train and she,
standing on the platform,
tiptoes to his lips waving goodbye
as he sees a boy on a piano stool
holding a ball
gazing into nowhere

Once again the old photograph of the boy
trembles in its leather case
hears the melody
fingers the piano keys
as they remember a young girl
boarding a train on tiptoe
her dress stretching upwards
to her thighs

No, says the melody
I am an oboe, touch me!
hold me firmly, gently
press here, and here,
feel how the melody wanders out
touch me, touch me

And she stretches upwards
standing at the window
looking out as the platform drifts away
the brown case closes,
folding the twin reeds of the oboe
back into maroon baroque velvet
until all that remains
is a blackbird

picking at a plum

 

 

PRINCE OF THE NIGHT

She stole the sun
from its golden orbit
and placed it under her tongue

She stalked the tracks
of the mountain snowman
rubbed stinging ice off blazing peaks
to rouge the pallor of her cheeks

She swam with whales and dolphins,
learned their sonar clicking language
she dressed in bark and moss,
asked questions of rain forests
searched distant skies for a jeweled clue
to light a beacon path to love

But no answer came
and with each passing millennium
she came to understand
that her shining prince was just a legend
a fairy tale in a bottle from another world
bobbing the seas of the universe
lost in the eternal cold of blackest space

I am alone, she decided after countless eons,
alone forever in the whiteness of an ice splinter,
the roaring silence of a shoreless sea
What am I to do?

Do not despair, sang the sun in her throat
keep searching, echoed the glacier
swim deeper, urged the whale’s mind
pass through us, whispered galactic clouds

And so she searches for her prince
through sea and sky and stars
she searches, searches, sifting time
like sand grains seen through glass

And if you too would seek your prince
and you are brave of heart
go out into the desert vast
and raise your eyes towards the sky
a billion burning candles will fill your night
and as this blazing wonder thrills your mind
you will see her riding there
from gleam to gleam with wand outstretched

And when you see a falling star
you and she will find your prince

 

 

SEA SONG

I long to write a song about the sea
Where gloom and gleam merge in a fishes eye
But find myself aquariumed instead

My notes restrained behind thick glass
Not free, not open to the screech of gulls
And sky, imprisoned still I long to sing the sea

I long to romp with dolphins and with whales
To leap in figure eights round sailboats’ hulls
Aquariumed I swim with mournful tail

Come put your ear up to this glass with me
Come listen how the fishes gleam in gloom
And as our noses bump, my eyes you’ll see

You’ll hear the songs the conch shell sings of sails
Of wind and spray of dolphins and of gulls
You’ll hear the lobsters tell their crusty tales

So when you feel aquariumed in gloom
Come put your ear up to this glass with me
Together we will sing about the sea
Unhinge partitions, set the lobsters free

 

 

SHOWER IN A FOREST GLADE
   For Mary Oliver

Silver sounds
like a river
no punctuation marks
running across
and down the dell
each syllable
a song
of love

of life
sunlight
filtering through
mottled shadow
lighting pools
where fish
and tadpoles
play gleaming games
between the drifting leaves

only the owl
and the coyote
sing their coda
as butterscotch moonlight
is heard
lapping vanilla
through
the undergrowth

and then
the maestro
from a podium of cloud
lifts his baton
and a glissando
of soft wet notes
streams from the sky
filling the trees
with chandeliers
of almost
soundless
drops

 

 

THE SECRET OF THE ROSE

Computers work faster
than brains which design them
which work faster than poets
who need to ponder everything,
taste, sniff, inhale,
weigh up, choose, write,
scratch out, rewrite, ponder,
weigh up, rearrange, squint,
shake heads, purse lips, frown,
rewrite and finally, nod and smile

Poets work faster
than changing seasons,
faster than buds which open imperceptibly
drinking in days, weeks and months

Sometimes there are mornings,
wonderful mornings
when poets come across
flowers and fruit
full of nectar and juice
that only yesterday were buds
and rush delighted
to inscribe them on pages

Then, smiling with satisfaction,
they feed them to computer brains
to spell-check, save and print

Yet, brainy or talented
as they may be
neither computers nor poets
can really understand

The secret life of a rose
the memories of an apple

 

 

UNNOTICED ON A BUS

she still glosses her lips
that moon girl
wears long sleeved sweaters
up to her nostrils
dark slits for eyes
moonbeam catching eyes
vigilant and bright
layers of halos
she spins out of limbo
while dressing

coffee she sips through
a kaleidoscope
between her glossed lips

he still uses his prayer book
lest memory err, that moon man
praising the Lord he winds and unwinds
strips of leather, cramped text
recites solemn syllables thrice daily
at bus stops, in bomb shelters, again
and again, and again again
a comforting ritual, like stirring tea
waiting for mercy, limp as a rag doll
to drop from heaven; one spoon,
two spoons, no moons, all moons

squeezed beside themselves
in a bus
moon girl, moon man
avert eyes into a fashion magazine,
a pocket sized bible,
under the sweater
a full-breasted moon
slit eyes deciphering
ink blot hieroglyphics,
bracketed eclipse, moon meets moon
on a bus
between limbo and heaven